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| That I completely forgot about Xanga?? Completely and utterly forgot about it... | | |
| Wow, I really haven't updated here in a while. Life in North Dakota is going alright. At times I really miss home and Mississippi...but then only remind myself that this is home. I miss getting to drive to Corinth for a weekend to get away from the stresses of Columbus (I am not sure if there were actually stresses there, but it seemed as though there were some). Mainly though, I just miss being in Columbus near The W. The place where I came into my own and where all of my friends were. Yet, I am in a new phase and am trying to be brave about it. Although I think I am coming down with a case of Seasonal Affective Disorder or SAD. Seriously.... The best part is being with Jason. I honestly didn't know that being with him all the time would be SO wonderful. Although I miss Mississippi, life here with him is what I have always wanted. Ok, so maybe not in North Dakota, but definitely Jason. Every day it seems like, we look at each other say "This is perfect." because for us it really is. The one thing I have noticed about him is how he has grown up or at least matured since I met him in 2004. Every day I just keep finding an aspect of him that I absoultely adore and respect. Emily is here visiting and Jen will be here on Friday. It is really nice to have her here because I feel a sense of calm. We went wedding dress shopping today...and that was just surreal. Mainly I just want to say that I am happy in North Dakota and with Jason.  | | |
| is really cold. Seriously. | | |
| | I had an odd dream about Jason last night. We were in bed and he just kept saying he loved me and he was sorry he had to go, but he wasn't going anywhere. I awoke panicked and shaking because it seemed like he was about to die. Maybe this was just my subconsiousness saying I still haven't gotten over him leaving me, and when I fell back asleep I distinctly remember thinking of the last time I kissed him and he drove off. |
I remember this very vividly...funny how things can change very quickly in one year. | | |
| It is now official, well it actually has been for a while but I suck at updating xanga because...well there is no excuse I just suck at it. Anyway.... I am moving to North Dakota in less than a month. Grand Forks, North Dakota to be exact. 78 miles from the Canadian border to be even more exact. It has already snowed there this fall.... I am transferring offices with Wells Fargo and moving in with Jason. The latter of which has caused a bit of an uproar with my family, but they will deal with it I am sure. I am a little upset because I am missing all of the holidays with my family. It is just that Wells Fargo Financial wants me to start ASAP.  I will also be meeting Jason's parents in about 3 weeks now...I am more nervous than I thought I would be. So I need everyone's help. I cannot decide whether I should stay in the same room with him at his parent's house or not? He is almost 30 and I don't think they care either way, but I do. Except that it is rather silly to stay in separate rooms because they know I have stayed with him in Japan for over a month before. I can't decide...help. No one wants their boyfriend's parents to think they are a whore upon first meeting them. | | |
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